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[13 Apr 2007|10:56am] |
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You held me today. I mean yeah you hold me a lot. But today it meant a lot.
You didn't only hold me you held my heart.
This morning we sat alone in the PAC before chorus started and we laughed together and you put your arm around me and held me and made me feel like I'm the world. and the light in your eyes....oh god the light in those eyes. just unbelievable.
Then she showed up. and it was like she put her hand inside of your eyes and took all the light out. your eyes disappeared.
I touched your arm and waited for the light to come back.
It...took awhile. But it did eventually come back for a little bit when you were laughing with Jared.
The light was gone from my eyes, too. It's been gone since this morning.
During lunch you knew how I felt. Empty hearted. Heat in my head.
I'm guessing you saw my neck because you kissed it and touched it.
I was quiet while I was eating. I was quiet the whole time.
But you held me. And I knew you cared.
You looked in my eyes and I could feel the darkness going away.
you have NO idea.
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[06 Apr 2007|10:31pm] |
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Anatomy Of A Ghost |
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He says he gets jealous when he sees me hugging someone else.
He told me it was because he loves me.
He said he wants me to find someone who is going to make me as happy as he makes me.
But he gets upset if I find someone.
Does he even understand that I'm just doing what he told me?
Does he even understand how I feel when I see him with her?
When I even hear him talk about her.
I don't believe him anymore.
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[26 Feb 2007|10:10pm] |
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DELETING EVERY ENTRY
AND DELETING EVERY FRIEND
please delete me from your friends list if you dont want to be readded. it clutters up my user page.
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